Selasa, 08 Maret 2011
Sometimes I yearn for something familiar. Most of the time I can echo Paul's words and say that I am content wherever I am living. It is truly by God's grace that I have been content living in all the various places He's sent me. However, I have days, sometimes just hours, of longing for something familiar. That's why once a week we order pizza or go get McDonald's (which by the way, tastes a lot better in foreign countries). This happens when I get frustrated with my inability to really communicate with people, to tell them my heart. Sure I can tell them my name, but that's about as deep as it gets. Or when it takes an hour to do something that in the USA it would take five minutes, like washing clothes. Usually I love this way of life, I don't think I am one to complain or even wish I had it easier, but sometimes I want something familiar. While reading the Psalms I ran across this passage, "You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are FAMILIAR with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you, Lord, know it completely." This is from Psalm 139. When I reflect on this passage I realize I don't need anything familiar. My God, the one who created the earth by His Word, and then came to dwell among us and then sacrificed Himself for my sins, and yours, and then defeated death by rising from it knows me... is familiar with me, with all of me. I take comfort in that today. What are you taking comfort in today?